Clubbing, something people treat as a way to have fun and relax. But for me, it's a whole other story.
I've been to the club once! Yes, I'm not joking. ONCE!
I enjoyed it because it wasn't too crowded, I was on the guest list (I'm cheap and I'm proud) and it's Indie music!
I have one problem.
Here's why I don't like to go to clubs. I feel really intimidated by the people there. I feel like all those cool people who are handsome as hell with the bunch of girls who are crazy hot are mocking me when I'm there.
I'm not saying that I want to be like them, I just feel so small as compared to them. They make me feel as if I'm missing out on life. They make me feel boring.
I've been doing some reflection myself and I realized that I need to be comfortable with myself instead of always comparing myself to others. Teenagers out there, we do this all the time. We compare ourselves with others and as a result, feel all pathetic when there's no valid reason at all to feel terrible.
You know what, it's time to accept yourself for who you are and lead your life the way you want to!